I am about the most average American woman out there in most respects. I am a married (second marriage) mother of four with an amazing blended family. After 29, much of my body went downhill. I gained weight and became that mom too focused on our busy life to care about my appearance. I have a good job but always yearn for more. More money, more time, better looks. .etc. Pretty sure that is all of us though. Well here are some ramblings and also some of my misadventures in looking for something better.